i jus wana die when i submitted my euro hist test script..
realised to my horror i was writing crap..
feel so stupid & useless..and i can imagine how jeanyeow's facial expression wld be when she marks my paper..disgust..
ohmigawd...utterly disappointing...

anyway..my nose bleed last night when i was abt to sleep..i was horrified man...realli thought i was gona die..blood was flowin out like crazy and i was screamin for help...then my mum & dad jus CALMLY told to to lie down & drink lots of water...i was bleeding to death!! then i thought i had phlegm, so i coughed it out and gosh, i coughed out blood.augh..then all those mordid thoughts abt death came to me..like wad if i die & all tt crap..silly me..

gona go study with sophie again...tink i'm gona be late..again..tink she's exasperated with me alreadi..hurhur..