it's over man..all the anxiety,hope,long painful hours of hardwork,time spent wif frens n family sacrificed,anticipation,hurt,frustration...all over...mann..it's been a crazy 2 weeks...prepartation for syf...then, the big day came,went on stage, screwed up the 2 pieces, and we got a silver...great, jus great...like wad gen said, she likened the whole experience to a pregnency, it was all anxiety n hope, but when it comes, there was a miscarriage...i was utterly disappointed...but it was definitely a gd experience...the journey is more valuable than it's destination...
right now, ive gota get my life straightened out.band has certainly taken up much of my time...after syf it feels like a huge burden is lifted from my shoulders...hopefully now ive got more time for my frens n family...and for my school work...crappy school work..the thought of it makes me go hysterical...there's so much to do n catch up wif...my time management skills jus suck to the core...if onli i can plan my time well, i'd b able to juggle wif band n sch work...but no.i can't.augh.
anyway, i'm officially 18 years old.but,it's no big deal.things are still the same.i'm stil the same old me, always in a world of my own,takin things at my own pace...stil nagged at by everyone...crap...
oh, thanks alot to those frens who rmb my bday...appreciate it alot..esp since i spent my bday in SCHOOL, had band camp...the thought of it makes me cringe..but my fellow darling trumpeters had a little celebration for me n i was rather consoled after that...
guess it's enough rambling for now..gota complete lotsa homework...s i g h. . .